January 2012
1 post
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via samantha-maria)
December 2011
2 posts
“Mom, listen, I haven’t been together with Topanga for 22 years, but we have been...”
– Corey Matthews (Boy Meets World)
November 2011
4 posts
“Me? I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, I’m scared of what I...”
– Dirty Dancing <3
Like Crazy
Last night I decided to go see the new movie, Like Crazy. I’ve been having the worst few days and I really needed to just cry. You know, you need to cry so you stop feeling numb. I felt as if I was just in such a blur the last couple days, I needed to get some emotion out.
Seeing how this movie was a Indie film, it was only showing at the Royal Oak Main Art Theatre. So, I paid a co-worker...
October 2011
1 post
I’m excited to see where this goes, I’m really happy. :)
September 2011
7 posts
I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don’t like opening up to people. Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me. I hide behind my fake smiles. I’m probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet, but I can be sweet. I’m a great listener. I’ll guard your secrets with my life. I...
It took me forever, but I finally realized you’ve changed. We’ve changed. Everything has changed. I’m not comfortable around you like I was. We’re back to making small talk because we have nothing else to talk about, because we’ve drifted so far apart that we forgot everything we’ve been through. It’s like we’re strangers..
August 2011
2 posts
25 Random Facts
1) I don’t eat any meat other than chicken, however, after a few drinks, a McDonalds cheeseburger is heaven.
2) I hate when people pick their teeth, look at the food they just pulled out, and put it back in their mouths. If it didn’t go down the first time, it probably shouldn’t have a second chance.
3) Orange is my favorite color
4) I hate socks, therefore all my shoes smell...
Stress
Next time you’re stressed, take a step back, inhale and laugh. Remember who you are and why you’re here. You’re never given anything in this world that you can’t handle. Be strong, be flexible, love yourself, and love others. Always remember, just keep moving forward.
July 2011
2 posts
You know what? Yes, I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be because I don’t want to get used or walked over. I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that I’m the only person I can depend on.
June 2011
1 post
Because, sometimes, there is no easy way out. Sometimes, the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship, there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself, knowing all the while...
May 2011
5 posts
Just Let Go.
To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride, and its not about how you appear, and it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving...
you were never my friend. ever. all i tried to do was be there when you needed someone to talk to. my mistake. dont make promises you cant keep. you ruined my life. fuck you.
Sucks.
I need to update this thing more often. I come on here and read other people’s stories in hopes that mine isn’t as bad. But I’m always left with a sense that people don’t really understand me. I mean, I’m not some loon that has crazy thoughts going on at all times, but I do have a story..
I’ve never been one to let my feelings get the best of me, until...
April 2011
1 post
Stay mad as long as you can because once you’re not mad anymore, it hurts. It hurts like hell, and once it hurts that bad you can’t make yourself mad anymore.
March 2011
2 posts
“I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might...”
The Husband Store
A brand new department store has just opened in London. It sells husbands.When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the following instructions:-
You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you go up. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit...
January 2011
5 posts
My head says “who cares?”, but then my heart says, “You do, stupid.”
I
I Believe…
That just because two people argue,
It doesn’t mean they don’t love each other.
And just because they don’t argue,
It doesn’t mean they do love each other.
I Believe…
That we don’t have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.
I Believe….
That no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you...
I know I can’t take one more step towards you Cause all that’s waiting is regret And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most
new year, new you.
an actual update..
Well, tomorrow I start my second semester of college. I am actually very excited to see what the classes I have are going to offer me. I am doing nothing to attribute to my major and well, Im so happy about that. I am taking human sexuality, health sciences, theatre, and writing. Life for me has been simply wonderful as of lately. I find myself smiling for no reason just...
“Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what...”
– John Mayer
December 2010
5 posts
“In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get...”
– Woody Allen
Fact.
Ice cream was served to new arrivals at Ellis Island. But because most people hadn’t encountered it before, they simply figured it was butter and spread it on their toast.
27 things.
1. The first pancake always turns out badly.
2. You don’t have to get along with everyone, or make everyone like you.
3. Love makes you stupid.
4. You always have at least 2 choices, even if you don’t like your choices.
5. Just be happy.
6. Most people operate out of selfish motivations.
7. It’s rarely about you.
8. Soda is evil.
9. It’s okay to break the rules, as long as you are good...
November 2010
4 posts
so so so happy<3
“I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an...”
– When Harry Met Sally
“Me? I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, I’m scared of what I...”
– Baby, Dirty Dancing
September 2010
4 posts
Fear
I’m afraid to give you my all, I’m afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I’d fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high.
truth
You can love someone so much…
But you can never love people as much as you can miss them
I won’t do what you told me
I won’t do what you said
I’m not gonna stop feeling
I’m not gonna forget it
I don’t wanna start over
I don’t wanna pretend it
You are not my lover
Guess you’re only my friend
August 2010
1 post
I feel like everything Ive worked towards, everything Ive put all my energy into, my whole happiness that Ive been feeling the past few months just came crashing down and I have no control. Worst. Feeling. Ever.
July 2010
1 post
“I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen...”
June 2010
1 post
Finally!
It’s been awhile since I’ve posted on here because honestly my life has been a complete whirlwind the past few weeks. Graduating and saying goodbye to a lot of people has been the saddest and happiest time of my life. I miss going to school and seeing my friends everyday already but I wouldn’t change anything, lifes been treating me pretty well.
...
“I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen...”